Yes yes Dessy and I at Lido before the movie started and we figured we love this poster very VERY much. Ha.



That's Zul the cute cute and nice teddybear of Towers. And the one pointing to the camera is Dayak, who lives behind the Istana and has a BA in Film. Wowowee.



(If you're wondering why my black nail polish is only on my left hand, it's because I can't seem to balance my left hand to paint the right coz I'm right-handed. Duh. haha)

Gonna watch Scary Movie 3 later with Dessy boy. Wheee!

Work from 6pm-11pm. Hope Kejin drops by as she promised coz her birthday and Xmas presents are waaay overdue.

Can't wait to see Hab!

I'm exhausted from work.

Hab visited me at work yesterday even though it was her off day. Sweet.

What if I'm falling for you even though I know you'll never love me back?

Something I have to think about.

By the way, kudos to Dessy for being a darl by sending me home every night that I work the late shift. Thank you baby, you know I love you tonnes.

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Went to Towers to visit Hab and pass her the gourmet chocs I promised her. Hope she likes it...

Met Aidah and here are the photos :)

Isn't she a darling? Grins.



It's nice to see friends who were there for you all the time when you needed them, and best part is, they are still the same people as ever. Not changed a single bit :)

Saw Alison at City Hall and she smiled. Alison's nice to me I guess...

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It's not meant to be, can't you understand that? We have our own lives to lead, lives without each other's presence. Life without you being there when I fall and life with someone else who will never love me as much as you do. Or did.

Nothing can change fate nor society's decorum. I'm made this way, and God laid out a path for me to fulfill and I am going to choose him over you.

Love was never meant to be a smooth ride in the first place.

Yes yes I'm a huge MANGO fan.


Worked non-stop 8 hours a day since Friday. Visit me at Tower Records Suntec and you can get 20% discount on CDs, 10% discount on magazines and 30% discount on DVDs or VCDs.

My feet are sore and I've made many many new friends--->

1) A supervisor who's called the Mat Satay of Suntec coz he looks like one, apparently.
2) A supervisor who's so sweet and pwetty with a passion for raggae.
3) A supervisor who faggoty and adopts any accent when he's talking.
Eg: Australian when talking to an Aussie. American when he's talking to an Amerikan.
4) This fella who was told to stop wearing white make-up and black lipstick coz it scares the customers away but he has a BA in film from Queensland University and lives in a mansion behind the Istana.
5) This chick whom I call Mary coz she's orbit like that and she calls me City Satay coz I go around bare-footed.
(I had blisters ok!!)
6) An ex-metal band member who's so sweet and soft-spoken but looks like a big, mean machine.
7) A jerk of a manager who's really kind to the people up-there but shittified to the ones down here.
8) A gurl who got promoted within 4 days of joining the staff just because she knows how to use the cashier. (BIATCH.)
9) A nasty chow ah lian who doesn't fit into the Towers mould by the name of Sunshine.
(wtf?? She looks like gloomy doomsday and she calls herself sunshine. wtf????)
10) This super hot gorgeous Ang Moh dude with a Malay accent who's really shy and timid.

Happy chick with money in her pocket. Yeap that's me alright.

That's pwetty pwetty Naz and oh-sho-cute Bwucie.


And that's my profile. Har har. I adore the camera when I'm lonely or bored. The perfect companion I'd say...



Wooo weet! Check out my sexy lips! -puckers up for you- hahaha

No net so this update is courtesy of Trent. Thanks hon.

Work at Towers Suntec starts tomorrow. Dream job dream job dream job!!!

11am to 7pm. Drop by people to see me in action. Ha.

Nervous wreck man. Aaaargh!


Wednesday, December 17, 2003



Went to Scorp's place in the morning to meet the people of the party's aftermath. Jeez people, the house was in a mess!! BUt here are the photos and check out the cutie Batman kitty (the black and white one) and the other pretty kitty asleep (forgot what's her name).



Went for job interview at Towers with Sheha and I got the job. Woo weeet! Tiring day.

Was having gastric pains. Puked fruit punch that I had at Scorp's place all over Tanjong Pagar MRT.

As for YOU, I'm sorely disappointed and upset. But I'll stand by your side no matter what because I'm one of your bestest friends. Down with the bitch, aight?



Yes that's Scorpion and that tattoo of her Gran is on her bum. Sexy woo weet!



That's Jovan and her I'm-not-dating-her act, with Irene. haha! Sweet couple.



Brucie looking oh-so-photogenic. Go go go Brucie honey!

Party day.

Gonna smoke smoke smoke drink drink drink.

Sway in the tealight and smile the fakest of smiles to anyone I fancy.

No food today. Or my tube top would split.

No make up today. Or I'll sweat and look nasty.

No Miss Innocent today. Or I'll bore people to death.

Watch out for me people.

I'm gonna slide up next to you and blow you away.



I discovered the beauty of kohl-lined eyes, or in layman's terms, eyeliner-ed eyes. These are the mugshots I took and well... I guess I might wear eyeliner from now on. Let's just hope Dessy approves of it. Grins.

The funeral yesterday was well, a waste of time really because the real thing's today. All we did was to sit there and stare at the carpets til 11pm. Jeez man...

Sat for 6 hours on the cold floor without any food or drink and you were wondering why I was snappish and sulky throughout the night.

Tsk tsk tsk.

And I'm so scared to ask Dad for permission for tomorrow's party that I keep snapping at everyone in my way (Eg: Dessy, Trent, Mom, Bro, Sheha... sorry guys.). I'm in such a muddled state of mind. Should I wear my black tube? Afterall it's a party. Or is that too skimpy and settle for the black tank top instead? Well dammit with clothes... I think the black tube would be great. Just hope Dessy won't flip when he sees it. haha




Ohmygod what was I thinking back then in primary school when I bought these tapes. No regrets for Oasis and Garbage though. Still love them to bits now...
(re-caps the fond memories and sighs)

My uncle just passed away this morning.
Condolences to my 3 gurl cousins... I feel awful for them coz their mom passed away when we were 12. And their step-dad passed away in April 2003. And now they Dad's gone too. I mean... they only have each other now. Just the 3 of them, aged 19, 20 and 26. It's so sad...



Yes these watches are up for sale (haha) except for the yellow Adidas coz as you can see, I accidentally broke the strap
-winces in embarrassment-



And that's my before and after eer.. cemented versions of my teeth. Yes I used to wear braces but now my teeth is worse than ever. argh!



Ohmygod check out my old specs, my old cameras (BARBIE cam???? hahaha) and my 2 pairs of retainers that never spent more than 12 hours in my mouth. And you wonder why my teeth are crooked again... grins.

I know the photos on this blog are very blurry, so if you guys want a close-up or if you're a friend who needs any of the photos coz I take eons to send it to you (heh), just click on the Photos 2/Hold link, it's up on close-up. Sorry for the inconvenienced caused.



I'm the queen of all S's. S upermarkets and S taircases. hahaha



Yes that's the photo I give companies when I go for job interviews. I hope I get employed even though I kinda look drugged. Ha.

Friday, December 12, 2003





Yes yes Dessy, way to go. You shall be the next Highlander and I shall be the last whom you behead.



Dessy was watching Spongebob at Suntec while I signed up with Towers. He was such a good kid... didn't give me any trouble at all. Hahaha







Went job searching with Dessy and yes the photos above were the silliest photos taken in times of boredom.

Got me 2 jobs. 1 as a child care assistant (yucks) and another as a sales gurl at a jewellery shop at Marina (even yucks). I don't know... trying to clinch that x:odus job instead... shall confirm again with the companies on Monday.

Absolutely exhausted from all the walking and just want to tell Dessy a huge thank you for everything. It was very very kind of you to allow me to drag you around Singapore. Ha.


Thursday, December 11, 2003





Went over to Intan's with Ching Man and Xueli and we watched half of Ju on. Ching Man and I were so scared that we were burying our faces in cushion covers, handphones and sweaty palms. Had such a laugh and am grateful to Intan for her motherly gestures. Thank you thank you dearie, you're a very very good hostess :)

Went over to MOE to sign up for the wretched relief teaching job thingy. Argh. Prepare to die kids, die.
-evil laughter-

Went over to Scorpion's place to meet Trent and Bruce. The cats are gorgeous I tell you! I absolutely adore the cats! So fat and lovely! Scorpion got fired from her job so she came home in the afternoon to join us and there we were, 4 mismatched people in the house, smoking our lives away, just idling and basking in each other's company. Twas lovely being with you guys.

Can't wait for Trent's party on Tuesday night. Woohoo it's gonna be wild and crazy and whoever's invited, see you there man.

PS: Don't laugh at me when I'm drunk ok. -whimpers-

Yikes quote of the day courtesy of Dyn My Precious.

"Give (the mats) a (slap I think, can't remember) if they disturb you. Take care. May the force be with you."

??? hahaha! Yessiree boy, I shall do just that if I gather enough courage, which would be never really. Ha.

Remember Jared whom I modelled with for Gloria's e-zine? Well Jared's in today's NewPaper. Entire page on him man. Wowowee! Congrats boy :) Funny enough, Felly's face is right at the bottom of the same page, advertising for 'Chat Now. Chat Never' crap. haha!

Haven't had net for nearly a week coz Dad plugged it out entirely. Bummer.


Tuesday, December 09, 2003


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRENT!!!

Went to Sheha's place to watch DVDs and it was fun! Coz nobody was home, Sheha, her sis and I were sprawled on the floor watching Pirates of the Carribean. So so fun.. and yesss gurly, Viggo's hot and how can I forget the waterfall scene?
-evil grin-

Went over to Trent's after that... to chill. yeap. As usual, we ended up arguing. Bleh.


Monday, December 08, 2003


Sheha came over and we watched LOTRs DVD. Was a depressing movie I'd say. Ha.

Went to the gig at Woodlands CC. Bloody f-ing rocked man. My Precious rules. Knew 70% of the people there, excluding the Skinheads of course.

Was flanked by 5 'guards', so to say. Haha.

Dessy's lovely. Very protective and tolerant of my running off abruptly to chat with familiar faces.
Giam is so nice and easy to talk to. A kinder and nicer version of Colin I'd say :)
Albert's hot. Model material people, wowowee. Nice fella. Hated him though coz he's got a bloody Lomo and I don't. Grrr.
SeanD's a riot man. Bloody funny guy who took 10 minutes to figure out the joke of 'What's the plural of Anu?' (Answer: Anus people, anus.)
Gene's looking hot in his piercings. Inspired me to get my tongue pierced. I don't care man, just wanna get more piercings, anywhere. Ears, lips, tongue, brow, belly button. I don't care, just puncture my skin, will you??
Trent got to bodysurf a million times and yes I saw Chrystal's black bra. harharhar. Trent was like a schoolteacher with Melody, Esther and Chrystal tagging behind her everywhere she went.
Hidir looks so much better now. No specs, no blur look.
Irma's quite skinny in real life. She looks very pretty in photos tho.
Dyn My Precious smiled at me so many times that he reminded me of a Japanese tourist, so sweet and polite. (Your set was awesome by the way)
Gloria punkchick was ranting and raving about her ripped fishnet stockings while Shaz and I grinned lamely. Love that gurl man.
Shaz and I are new found best friends. Lovely artsy fartsy gurl who's the best young photographer I've known. Your portfolio's fabulous babe that I could've bought it all!
Bruce's hair is so long and pretty that I was tempted to braid it. But he wouldn't let me touch it :P
Zal Harakiri was so violent in the moshpit that when I teased him he could only grin in embarrassment. Ha.

Period cramps was a bitch. Dessy sent me home in a cab. Cuddled in the cab like a baby. It's nice to hear him chat about Vespas with the driver while I just felt so safe and happy in his arms.

He might be the person I wanna spend forever with afterall.

Lost 10 buckeroos. Grrr.


Sunday, December 07, 2003


Went to JB. Really really didn't want to go. Really wanted to stay home alone. But I'm so afraid of saying No to Daddy. So I kept mum and I cried endlessly in my room and in the car. Best part is, they didn't even notice. Well lucky me or else Dad would've gotten mad. So miserable. Couldn't even say a simple no. Fuck fuck fuck.

Do I look like I like pushing trolleys down crowded aisles?
Do I look like I want to sit by a roadside satay stall amidst flies and mosquitoes?
Do I look like I'd enjoy greasy, desperate men ogling at me lewdly while passing off comments in a language I perfectly understand?

Do I?

Of course no for fuck's sakes.


Saturday, December 06, 2003


SAT in the morning and it was such a brain drain.

Dessy's hilarious. Typical guai-guai kiasu mama's boy who went into a frenzy when the lady asked for the 1st 40 students to queue up in front of her.

Sat next to each other so I copied an entire section of the maths part. Would prolly get full marks for that section coz Dessy's good in maths. Thanks dearie. hahaha

Met Baoyi at CCk and jeez... that chick looks so drained and haggard. Miserable too. I wonder what happened...


Friday, December 05, 2003


Ching Man, Xueli and Intan came over to chill. Shall update photos later :)

Immense fun with the gurls man...

Mac's breakfast in my room on the floor.
Endless silly photos with my black walls.
More silly photos of us sardined on my bed.
Under my bed. Ha. (Naughty naughty Ching Man)
Photos with the curtains.
Pink trucker cap.
Teddy bear.
Star balloon.

4 hours of incessant laughter and gossips. Life is good around nice gurl friends :)

Went to Harbour Front with Dessy.

Shall update photos when I have the time.

Bloody 2 hours and 10 minutes bus ride to and fro made me nauseus for the entire day.
The driver was probably a snail in his past life on the way to HarbourFront.
The driver was prolly a killer racer in his past life on the way home coz he was driving the bus like some kind XRZ whatever racing car.

Huge fight with Mom coz she saw these photos I posted.







Dessy and I behaving like retards.



Esplanade looking so pretty in the mist and rain.

Tuesday December 02 2003

HAPPY 8 MONTH ANNIVERSARY DESSY!!!

Went to study with Sheha and Dessy. Bought Dessy some gourmet chocolates frm Chocolate Box. Wished I could've wolfed them all down myself coz it was soo yummy! hahahaa

Gloria came over and we had tonnes of fun! Straightened her hair too and yeah, it's nice to have gurly friends over and do stupid things and gossip and jump on the bed. hahaha



Monday 01 December 2003

Hari raya outing with my chicks frm CGS days. Was bloody fun minus the part when the straps of my heels snapped at Jurong East MRT and I had to go all the way home to Bukit Batok barefooted. Yes that's right I looked like I belong to a jungle. hahaha

Check out this link to se the photos of everything www.harirayacrescent.blogspot.com