Painted skies and shining stars reminds us of the hours
That we spent at the kitchen table drawing pictures of nothing important
Everything we loved
And even though our fingers got sore and our eyes began to ache, we would never stop
We would never stop
It's these things created by tiny hands that were hung on walls and wrapped as gifts
Acted as the words we never said but wish we had before you left
It's too late to tell you that I care and I'm wishing you were here
And I think it would be better if you had never left at all
This place is not the same without the smile on your face
And if you were here then I would take you everywhere.

Work's so awesome today. It was like an absolute socializing event meant for hardcore chatters like me, Huiqi, Jace & Debbie. Hahaha. You know what's the best part? Super bitch wasn't around. Goddamn heavenly I tell ya!

Suddenly I'm keeping so many secrets for so many people. Gays, lesbians, the attached, the married, the works. Like hmmm... why wasn't I in the know earlier? Could've made my life easier by not falling for the wrong people. Hahaha. So yeah, c'mon and pile the secrets on me people coz rest assured I'll keep my mouth shut since tomorrow's my last day. Hahaha.

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I wrote a letter
To forget her
Forever.
Could be the weather
Or just better
Forever.
I'm still the liar
For desire,
I'm on fire.
You're still the only
One for me.
Can't you see.
Say that you would
Do what you could.
Say you miss, having me to push around.
Say you wish, that you'd put me in the ground.
You're never happy with anything I do.
I wrote a letter
To forget her
Forever.

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What is it with me.
I'm always falling for the wrong person since Dessy left.
They are either homos, attached, or eer strange.
I guess I'm just not destined to love and be loved...

Life's been absolutely shitty lately, especially at work. I hate that bitch of a TL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*fuming*

Anyhoos, I'm so sad to leave Singtel coz suddenly there's a huge surge in the number of friends I've gained. It's like all these people have something in common with me or they're simply just so nice! Names are as follows (in alphabetical order of course!):

Alex Cher - promise to teach me mahjong but never!
Alex Ho - frm JJC too! Heee!
Aziana & Aznizah - the sweet sweet sisters
Debbie - hilarious chatterbox
Dinah - my kaki (ok I spelt your name correctly already! haha)
Eve - another kaki
Huiqi - my good good friend =)
Idayu - my ATL!
Jace - just like me *ahem ahem*
Joy - frm CGS too! Heee!
Jzee - super cool well travelled art kid =) (who thinks I look gong gong)
Kavita - the extremely smart VJC gurl who's hilarious!
Ken - the eat snake teaser
Levi - super funny dude with angmoh nose!
Lynn - the kakak
Mas - another kaki
Roz - the funny funny gurl
Timothy - he got a heart attack when he found out I *ahem ahem* haha
Winston - the abang
Zen - just like me *ahem ahem*

Eer if some names weren't mentioned here, it's because I either forgot and will add later, or because I just don't want to add that name. Hahaha

I hate my job. I really do =(

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Been reading a book about the Vatican City and boy oh boy it's very interesting! Like, I should've read it while reading Da Vinci Code a few months ago... can't wait to get back to it the minute I quit my job!

You are a Ragdoll! You are known for your laid
back attitude. You are the ultimate in
low-maintenance. You'd rather hang out around
the house all day than seek adventure.


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Well well well, the old fashioned 17th century
vampire, one of my faves. You look for the good
things in life, you posses a lot of classical
class, and follow that of the original
vampires, you have no shame in what you are,
infact you embrace it, you love it and wouldn't
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Lies!!!

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Anyhoos, went to town yesterday with Hab to get Ivan's present and I so so so wnated to buy him the Quiksilver leather belt but no size =( So I just got him something else... hahaha.

And we had like stuff from McCafe and the drinks and cakes are pretty good! It's also meticulously done so I liked the presentation. Initially I had this certain prejudice against McCafe coz I mean, it's by MacDonalds. It might not even be anywhere near Coffee Bean or Starbucks standards, but hey hey hey! Surprise surprise, the stuff are good =) I can't believe I was so biased over such small matters.

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Friday night Hab and I headed to Holland V AGAIN for dinner and we busted like $60 for dinner at Breko. Let me share something with you guys.

The main dishes are terrible but the drinks, side dishes and dessert are awesome.

Ohmygod I couldn't even swallow my pasta and Caesar salad man! The pasta doesn't even taste anything remotely cream pasta-ish and the salad was so sour that I coughed and wheezed with every swallow! But I'm blissfully obssessed with Deep Puple like I've always been so Breko ain't that bad if you're not hungry. Just go to NYDC if you're starved ya? Haha.

On the way home, we passed by this absolutely dishy looking restaurant with a live band and to-die-for ambience and guess what? The food's cheaper than Breko. Aaaaaargh! Hahaha. We got their name card though for future reservations. I will. So. Have. To. Eat. The. Seafood. Platter. Yum. Soon soon.

I'm such a pig aren't I? And an absolute spendthrift. I waste money on expensive food, drinks and cabs. I think I need to find a rich old fool for a husband soon.

Any takers? (If you're not old, all the better. Hahaha)

Hmmm.... lots of things have been going on. Let me see...

Dinner with the parents at Seoul Garden on Tuesday night was funny. Dad was obssessed with the beef stuff and mum with the chicken stuff and I just lost my appetite totally at the thought of having to cook my own dinner when I'm paying them $25. But it was funny though; eating with them and laughing about the way we cook our food and the way it splatters everywhere and the charcoal black food. hahaha

Wednesday, Hab and I headed to town after work for dinner. Guess what? I saw Taufiq and VJ Utt!!!! You know what's the best part? They both smiled at me when I looked at them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*practically fainting*

Okay get a grip.

Taufiq's eer well... tall, very black and skinny. I didn't even know it was him standing in front of me at Coffee Bean Scotts until I heard him talking. He was with 2 extremely fierce looking minahs whom I assume are make up counter gurls since they were wearing the white dress uniform & 5 inches of make up; who were incidentally giving me dagger stares. No surprises. Haha. I'm not a huge fan but to sit there facing a star is like absolutely thrilling!! I wanted to ask for an autograph or take a photo with him but Hab and I were freaking out of our panties and Hab's hp battery was gonna flat... so yeah. Couldn't take any photos. He left by the back staircase so me being my kaypoh self, followed him by walking around the building. We saw him smoking with the 2 minahs man. I was like dang! I thought he's the guai guai type! Haha.

Nevermind.

Say VJ Utt at City Hall MRT. He was talking to an aunty whom I presume is his fan coz like, you can just tell lah! I see VJ Utt alot of times about town actually but somehow that day he looked shorter and like pretty. Yeah honest! I don't know why!! So yeah he was going up the escalator and I was standing there puzzled as to which escalator we should be taking and I saw him so I stared coz he was pretty and he smiled! Yay! Happy happy.

Hmm... Thursday was off day but I had a bad flu and fever. But Mom dragged me around town and Bugis to shop so in the end I bought me a new pair of super HIGH heels which are giving me the worst blisters ever!! Coz my old pair was stolen so I need a new pair to go with the Guess jeans... so I regret buying it coz it hurts =( And we bought heaps of eer... some unmentionables coz we just feel like buying even though we don't need it at all. Haha.

Today's HS's last day at work =( I'm gonna miss that gurl. So sad. My kaki. My buddy. My bestest friend in the office =( I'm gonna cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was reading someone's LJ about love and mush and all... and I'm wondering. How come I never felt all those stuff she metioned whenever I was in love with somebody all those times since I was 16?

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I got a compliment letter from a customer. Check this out ;)

Your Comments: I'm impressed with the service of ****. As a customer service personnel, she provides excellent service and quality feedback. She is very patient and helpful in clarifying my doubts. She deserve a clap and i hope that she knows her attitude and service is what we, customers are looking out for. Kudos to Singtel for 'looking after' and 'taking care' of their old customers, unlike some other network provider. I guess i'll sure 'stick to' Singtel foreva...:)

Hahaha. Just had to copy and paste that for the world to see. So exciting!!! Haha. Too bad I'm leaving in a week.

You know what I just found out? The Topman belt that I paid $49 for right? My colleague bought the exact same one with a funkier buckle and without a brand for $2 at a clearance sale at Mustafa Centre.

Scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I went seriously insane momentarily when she broke the news to me. I grabbed her arms and fell to my knees onto the filthy carpeted office floor. Tsk.

Am listening to Satellite now. I'm in absolute misery. I have such a beautiful home, a doting family, a gorgeous kitten, enough dough to get me the luxuries in life I prefer and someone who loves me more than anything else in the world. Yet I'm so dejected. It's like, nothing's ever enough. There's always something to buy or something to achieve or do. Believe me, I don't want to feel this way especially amidst the tsunami tragedy. Come on, I should be considering myself lucky that I'm alive and that Singapore's actually still floating man! What's wrong with me?? All I think about is how I can spend my next pay on overpriced clothes, eating at fancy schmancy restaurants & planning the next chill out session at Holland V. I'm one helluva ungrateful kid, aren't I?

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Wala Wala on Friday night with somebody was eventful. It wasn't Hab k. Haha. Shall just * shhh * about it. Hahaha

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Pool at Lucky Plaza with Hab the other day was ANNOYING. She beat me like, 6-3 and it was TYCO!!!!!! TYCO TYCO TYCO WOMAN!!!! Hahaha. So not fair man! Si bei suay...

Walked around like Queensway, City Hall, Bugis and town just to search for her black pants, new shoes and my brown leather belt. Finally she settled for the shoe at Leftfoot (everytime we step into this shop, we'll bump into friends, ie Eugene, Rendhie) and the Zara pants and I settled for the Topman belt which is soooo not worth paying for... argh. We spend our money on cabs and fraps and stuff and now we're both bankrupt AGAIN. Money shouldn't be in our presence; it'll be gone in less than a week.

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New Year's eve was eventful too. Spent it at Holland V for 2 years in a row. Haha. Went to Breko at 12.45am coz I finished work at 12am, but it was full house, so we chilled at TCC and then decided to go to NYDC for super duper late dinner which was sumptuous and headed to TANGO's for drinks after that... the mood was definitely dampened by the tragedies but the occasional crazy ang moh made the atmosphere fluffier with their crazy antics... met Kejin for a while for a bit of a hug and catch up =) Nice nice new years' eve. Rather tame but meaningful.

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Quitting my job in 2 weeks now. Sort of regret the rash decision but what the hey, damage done... haven't found a job yet though. Gotta go thru the whole interviews-anticipation-disappointment shit again. Tsk.

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Everytime people speak to me in Mandarin, I tell them I only understand malay & English. Sometimes when there's a need to show my IC or enquire about my race, they'd be wide-eyed shocked to find out that I'm actually Indian. I always seem to be getting alot of attention about this whole Indian IC, Malay speaking, Chinese looking thingy and it's sorta getting stale really. I mean, shouldn't Singaporeans be educated enough to be aware of the inter-racial marriages in Singapore? People always tell me I should consider myself lucky that I don't look Malay/Indian but hey, I'm proud of who I am and my roots. I love my dhal, belacan and hokkien mee all the same. I'm not saying looking like a Chinese isn't good, it does have its advantages but looking like an Indian/Malay isn't bad either. People should stop having that myopic mindset that the fairer your skin, the better.