Work here is getting terrifyingly difficult; not because of the job scope, but more of because of the management and colleagues. The old lady treats me so well that I’m beginning to suspect that she’s been saying untrue things behind my back coz well, that’s what she does well around here apparently. Why oh why am I stuck with such a character day in day out, beats me man. The job is easy peasy. Answering stupid questions such as ‘How to go to Mount E arh?’ and ‘Where is the toilet arh?’ makes me smile. Preparing 6 weekly reports with Words and Excel has never been this fun, even though it’s not easy. And having to wear black to work everyday means that I don’t have to rack my brains to plan my daily outfits. And oh did I mention that it’s so awesome to work in town coz you get to shop before work, during lunch and after work? Yea, it’s awesome.

So anyways, watched Chingay and shopped with Aidah on Saturday; twas fun =) That gurl’s absolutely hilarious man, ad pwetty too! Aidah Bedah!! You are the bestest!! Haha . We met up with her cousin Surya and her boyfriend for a while and it was well, an eye opener coz now I know what it’s like to be an air stewardess and work in Tannlines. Haha.

Spent the entire week pondering about life coz right now, I have nothing. Not litrerally, but ya know, in the Singaporean context. An A level cert is my highest qualification. I change jobs to my liking, switching to whichever company that’s willing to pay me more than the previous one. My love life is in shambles, or so I think. Perhaps it’d be safer to say that it’s non-existent even. At age 20, I don’t know what I want to be, where I want to go, what I want to study, how much I want to save, who to love and who to lay off from. I don’t know anything but shopping, food and taxis.

I’m never home to take care of my kitten or to spend time with my family. I never have savings coz every month, my pay would diminish just after 2 weeks from payday. My pimples refuse to go away and my tummy refuses to flatten unless I starve myself, which would never happen of course. So I’m a total failure. I haven’t been smoking for so long now but even so, I don’t feel the least bit proud of my achievement. I’m so strong that even if I were to sit with a smoker, I don’t feel the urge to smoke at all. Anyways, cigarette price have gone up drastically. So no loss. I think. Hmm…

This is what Jasmine did for our team in 1626. Nice innit?

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So anyhoos, went out with Zal Harakiri yesterday even though it was a ghost town in Orchard. He's so nice! He paid for my drinks! Haha. Trent and her gurlfriend joined us halfway and though it was like uninvited-uncomfortable-at-first, it was like absolutely hilarious coz the gurlfriend is just so witty and funny...

Been going out every single day and I feel terrible coz Opium's home alone everyday =(

Valentine's Day is in 3 days time and I've no date and no plans. I think I'll just stay home with Opium. So loserfied. Sigh.

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By the way, the photos below are polaroids and I got them scanned thus the photo quality's kinda bad. Sorry.

That's Aidah and I when i had that terrible fringy hair a few months back. And of course, dear 'ol Colin =) He's cut his hair shorter now, so do I hear something at the back of my head saying hot hot hot? Yeah.



Jace, me and Debbie =)



This one is of course my best friend of like, 13 years? Kejin!!!!!!!!! Haha.

I'm in town trying to kill 1 fucking hour coz dear 'ol Colin's late. Sigh.

Dropped by 1626 just now to pass Jasmine something and suddenly I miss the place like hell. Haha. Strange.

Busted my money on a book by Jeffrey Eugenides called Middlesex, the new Manic Street Preachers CD, 2 Voodoo Dolls tshirts, lunch and dinner and restaurants and cab fares. Now after 5 days from payday, I'm bankrupt again. Hahahaha.

Sigh. I need a job. Bumming at home's no fun at all.

Check out baby Opium all grown and adorable =)

She's such a darling.