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Friday, January 27, 2006
Check this out people!!
It's fucking hilarious!!!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=_AQvqsZFgDY + Was with sri, Ipin and rafizan yesterday at my void deck talking about the whole Faz-and-Sri issue and the Paragon-vouchers-gone-missing issue... I've come to realize that I never ever ever want to be in her shoes due to the simple fact that it hurts. When I see her crying and whimpering, I really feel awful coz there's nothing any of us can do to make her feel better or to make Faz come back... Sayang, we'll always be here for you. All you have to do is talk, okay? + Fuck lar, I procrastinate for so long until my SAMSUNG E730 IS SOLD OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE BITCH AT STARHUB 1633 SAID THAT THERE'S 1 MORE PHONE LEFT AT PS, SO I RUSHED ALL THE WAY DOWN FROM WORK TO GET IT AND WHEN I GOT THERE, IT'S GONE!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I burst into tears at the Starhub counter. I burst into tears outside the shop. I burst into tears outside the arcade. I burst into tears while talking to Ipin. I burst into tears FOUR FRIGGIN TIMES just because I couldn't get my Samsung phone. Am I being bratty or do I deserve to cry? I deserve to cry okay. Because I've always wanted that phone!!! =( I'm so so sad... + Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Paul van dyke's gonna be at Zouk on Monday!!! I wanna go!!!!!!!!!!!!! But the boyfriend and I have invites for MoS on Monday too... and Koflow's spinning man!!! I like Koflow too... How now brown cow? I think I'd rather go for PvD even though I have to pay 25 buckaroos!!! (I'm so excited I think I'll pee in my pants again! Heee) Thursday, January 26, 2006
I hope I'll never have to go thru what darling Sri is going through right now.
It's funny ya know. My heart actually aches for her and I actually cry for her because she's in such a sad situation... I'm so sorry sayang. I hope you'll be okay soon. Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Habibi got me cute new shoes =) Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
It's like mary janes with an open behind. I loove it! (Minus the fact that it gives me blisters but then again all new shoes do.) Anyhoos, watched Memoirs of a Geisha yesterday with the boyfriend. It was sucha poignant show... I mean, they suffered half of their lives just to be closer to each other; not knowing that they both feel the same way for each other coz they GODDAMN JAPANESE JUST HAVE A PROBLEM WITH EXPRESSING THEIR FEELINGS?!?!?!?! Hahaha. It's so sweet lar... *sigh* Am at work. Hmm... I'm so sleepy. Tata~ Monday, January 23, 2006 That's us Crescentians yesterday at Azmia's engagement... hehe. Isn't she absolutely glowing?? Aww... I wanna get engaged/married too... it's so nice to meet the gurls after so many years! I forgot how funny Yan and Nona can be... I forgot how responsible and organised Wan can be... I forgot how sweet Aidah is and how slow she eats!!! Hahaha. I forgot how sexy Mel has become and how much Nini's matured... I know I wasn't there with them all these years... I had my reasons for choosing not to be there but now come to think of it, so many years have passed. Forgive & forget... afterall I've always considered them my childhood friends. Next year will be our 10th year of knowing each other. It's THAT long!Everyone's kinda like same ol same ol but yet so different. I guess I'm the one who is most drastically changed... And I think it saddens my friends to see me change for the worse. Im nowhere on par with them yet I'm not making an effort... All I care about is looking hot and going to parties and being with my boyfriend and being with my party kakis and working hard to pay off the bills and saving more for marriage... Whatever happened to the old Rahmah?  (Yes yes that's a tissue paper stuck to my nose in the 1st photo coz I'm permanently down with flu. Hahaha) Sri's birthday BBQ =) It was soooo fun!! Hehe... lots of people turned up and there wasn't enough food to go around man... Hahaha. Unfortunately they only bought drinks after we left... But it's ok coz I got to go to Zion to drink and eat at Spize =)  That's us hanging out at Galleria last week =) Met Kejin in the day... Lisa straightened her hair and it was nice! We had fun on that day... It was Shafiq's birthday (he's not in the picture) so we drank at Zion and headed to Cine to watch Elizabethtown at 2.30am in the friggin' morning! It was a stupid thing to do coz everybody else was dozing off or asleep, except for me! I was surrounded by 7 pairs of shut eyes in the cinema! Waste money only... Heh.  That's only like 10% of my colleagues man. there's many many more but I didn't manage to take photos with them coz afterall, not everyone's a cam whore like me and you right? ;) + Had such a bad morning. Woke up extra early so I won't be late. Reached Queenstown at 8.20am but i couldn't take the transport coz I forgot my pass... So I decided to take a cab since I don't know which bus to take. waited til 9am for a cab then this nyonya came out of nowhere and jumped onto my cab! I told her to queue up like evrybody else does but she refused to budge! Til the cabby scolded her then she left. Okay so I got to work then I couldn't enter coz I had no pass. Aaargh! I waited for about 10 minutes until someone opened the door for me. Got to work at 9.30am (supposed to start at 8.30) and I felt sick. Seriously man, my tears were just threatening to spill out this morning... Somemore my hp died on me after being drenched in the rain yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =( I wanna cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Friday, January 20, 2006
I've never felt so loved in my entire life before.
He pays for my EVERYTHING. Fetches me from home everyday when we go out. Sends me home everyday when we go out. Fetches me from work even though he's exhausted and the price of fuel is so high. Parties with me 3 to 4 times a week even though he's so sick of it and bankrupt. Tells me he loves me or kisses me like, every few minutes (seriously!!!!). Holds and kisses me even when his friends or colleagues are around. He lets me do whatever I want, to a certain extent la (At least he never said NO before!). He's gooooooooooooooooooooooooood (Ahem ahem ahem). And he wants to marry me asap =) Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Wednesday, January 11, 2006 What Dark Creature Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Vampire. You are a vampire. Dark and sexy, you find yourself more comfortable at night and enjoy the hunt. You have a bit of a devil-may-care attitude which is great in most circumstances. Boo hoo. What a disappointment. I was hoping I could get the She Devil answer coz the photo looks so much nicer and sexier. Hahaha. +  What is your true astrology sign? brought to you by Quizilla Wow! Waddya know? It's telling me what I already know! Tsk. +  Where does Your Beauty Hide? Dark Pictures and Deep Results brought to you by Quizilla Your beauty hides in your dreams. Your beauty is withen your dreams. Always staring at the sky, dreaming the days and nights away. Do you believe that you cannot live that dream, ever? Even though it may not come true, you can escape to it in the times of need. You build your happiness on a fantasy. But, don't we all when things seems so unperfect? What lies behind those beautiful eyes of yours is a perfect, beautiful world. Your Quote: 'But, I can always dream.' Your song: Dreamer - Ozzy Osbourne Funny. My eyes are my favourite features. And when I fall in love with someone, it's all in the eyes. Funny. + I thought that the term Zoukette is only for gurls? + Zouking every fucking Friday and the occasional Saturday for the past 6 months is burning a huge hole in my pocket. And what about the Momo's, DblO's, DXO's, Chinablack's, Rouge's, Indochine's, BarNone's, MoS's, Devils Bar's, Thumper's... It's practically a daily affair for me. And oh oh oh! What about the Zion's?? 2 weeks ago, I was at Zion for 10 days straight! Drinking beer 10 days straight til I had a constipation problem! Fuck man, this life is costing way too much... And every single time after we party or drink, we'll head to Spize (We all looooove Spize! Reminiscent of those days when I just met him and was staying at Lisa's... Hmm... ) or a nearby Mac for supper (or should I say breakfast since it's always after 5am. Haha.) and that would burn at least another $6. So, I spend on an average of $25 on food and drinks each time I go out and that's not even inclusive of the club fee! I need a jobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb =( + I was thinking about NYE at DXO and drinking at Marina before that... He saw me. They saw me. Everyone saw me with him and his friends. I was so sad that you didn't come up to me even though we bumped into each other more than twice. I mean, I swear I didn't see you, but you did see me, didn't ya? Then why didn't you say Hi? It really saddens me; the way you treat me like a stranger so fast... And what's with that tone of voice? Hey, don't treat me like an enemy. This is no way to treat a friend who's a gurl. I know you're hurting, but so am I... The way you react towards me hurts me more, do you know that? Do you have an inkling at all? You've changed so fast... You're back to your old cocky, confident, arrogant self. The one that I hated initially. Why? Why are you doing this? You make me so, so sad... (Sorry for the lack of vocabulary. Sad is the only word I can think of right now. It's floating all over my mind. Haha) + Short skirts and low tops don't make you sexier, it just makes you look whorish. Really. Unless you carry it off with such panache that you exude sensuality, instead of sexuality. But of course, you will never be capable of that. Ha. + Karaokeing, billiarding, chilling out, drinking, gossiping, partying... all with his friends are getting more and more fun. I guess people just take time to open up and warm up to me since I'm the newbie in the group... But I still miss your friends and my own friends... Met Kejin the other day and somehow it's not the same anymore, even though we're closest now compared to the past few years coz we meet at Zouk every week... I guess we grew up, matured and changed to be somebody we never thought we'd be... Monday, January 09, 2006 Hahaha. I remember this at Lisa's place; in the middle of the friggin' night, we were using my Bodyshop facial mask and we gave whoever who dropped by our place later a massive heart attack. It was so hilarious!! Hahaha.    Oooo... Trying too hard to be sexy eh? I can hear you say that, people!!!! Haha. But I love these shots lar... My hair looks nice. Only the hair. Haha. But Sri behind spoiler laa... Hahahaha. + I don't know if I've made the right decision... Dear God, please show me a sign of some sort... What's a gurl to do when she's torn between 2 perfectly awesome men... I never imagined I could be capable of doing what I did to Atan neither did I imagine I could do what I did to Ipin either... This is all so wrong. I thought after making a decision, that life would be so much easier... Coz afterall you just stick to your plan right? But I'm still tormented. I'm still unhappy and unsatisfied and guilt-ridden... You know, sometimes I put you on a pedestal way too much, even when you don't deserve it. And you know, sometimes I think you made the hugest mistake of your life but you're just not aware of it yet. Hello's and Goodbye's still hurt just as bad... archives
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