Am listening to Andrew Chow's mixes on P10 and suddenly retro sounds pretty good to me man. I mean, he plays the nice ones! I was rocking wit Michael and Paula and Kool and gang, and I felt stupid. I mean, I'm heading to Zouk tonight for a good house session and I'm the type who's never fancied Wed nights at Zouk coz well, retro sucks. But all of a suddden I find the retro nice. Maybe it's the one that he's playing now la hor? Or maybe I'm just getting old. Hahaha.

Let's get jiggy wit it! (At work at my desk with Indian nationals screaming their heads off at me. What a place to get jiggy at. Tsk.)

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I keep wanting to cry but what is the point of crying?

It doesn't change anything does it?

But my friends, see? See that I am upset and I'm so frustrated to the point whereby slitting my wrists dry doesn't even satiate my pain. See that? Whereby I can smoke to death and cry tears of blood but it wouldn't make me feel any better nor make my mind clearer.

I am appreciative of your opinions because I am in love, therefore I don't have a clear mind. My mind is biased towards him and I need people to make me aware of what is really happening, as to whether I deserve to be in this position or not.

But then again, he is the best I ever have. Maybe I'm expecting too much. I don't know... I would like to say so much more coz afterall, writing things down have always made me feel lighter, less burdened. It's like therapy. But if I were to write everything here, then all of you kaypoh-chis will read and judge me. Besides, I don't think it's fair for me to put him down on the world wide web, only to have people he doesn't even know judge him.

See? I'm such a kind gurlfriend right.

Oh god I've got tears running down my cheeks. Am at work and having my lunch break. I'm such a mess la... This is getting so so bad that it's eating my sanity up alive. When you see things like this happen to others, it's so easy for you to open your mouth and say 'dump him la! obviously that's the right thing to do what!' but when it happens to you, then you'll realize that talk is cheap. That it's much easier said than done. Thus we should always understand why some people are so stubborn; refusing to take our advice and instead choosing to live in pain.

Because love is unkind,
because love is blind,
because love has no right and wrong,
because love has no black and white,
Because love is unfair,
Because love is what we live for.

Because I am a fool in love and so are you if you too are in love. Because I will always be cupid's slave simply because I can never be left alone.

That's us at Momo yesterday where I got wasted and slapped. (Don't ask). It was fun la coz all the original mentel party gurlies were there (minus Sofie and Maureen though) and I really miss partying with them gurls =( Kin, Sri, Lisa, Ina and OG were being absolute cacat gurls. These photos suck. When Kin's done uploading the rest of the pics from her digicam, I'll put it up here aight.

That's the bartenders. Don't ask why they take photos in my phone. But they were gatal. to me. Ew. They are ugly. Ew.

So anyhoos, so much drama happened yesterday and I'm just realieved that we are fine and not in jail or something... sigh. I also think that I should change and not have such high expectations of him... this is getting so. much. harder.

I had so much to say just now but now I can't remember for the life of me.

But one thing's for sure, we had tonnes of fun yesterday night ;) hehehe...

Went to town to hang out with the Crumpler kids for 2 hours, then met up
with Boy to go to Zara then Martin and
Nura joined us. Nura's really smart and
sweet so I enjoyed her compnay. Later on the luv came by to join us at
Coffee Bean Liat, 3 hours late. Wahahahaa. What's his
excuse this time? 'Oh my watch died. See? It's not moving. It says
6pm.' *smacks forehead* Aiyoooooh! All of us just sighed and
tiao-ed him. Hehe.

Martin drove the whole lot of us to Holland V's Indochine
Siam Reap for drinks and I had one too many beers, as always... was
abit tipsy by the time we headed back to the car. Bloody
Martin was driving like a hantu,
so we were all scared for dear life man. Boy kept scolding
him. Haha. It was so funny coz like Boy's his naggy monther
and he's like the naughty kid who drinks and drives. But nevermind, they
love each other very much nonetheless. Tee hee hee hee

Headed to HRC (initial plan was to head to Liquid
Room but yours truly and the luv were miserably bankrupt, so off to
HRC then since Martin could get everyone
in for free!) and guess who I saw? Ika. Yes. I saw her
twice this week! Hehehe... she's pretty nice la, so it was fun coz
I had Ika and Nura to dance with =) (Baby
never dances at HRC. heck, he doesn't even dance at
HOME! But if you throw him into Zouk or Attica...
wa wa wa! He turns into an Energizer bunny.) The boys were gaying
around as always so it was fun too... since when was the combination of Boy
and Martin not fun anyways? Plus, they bought a few more jugs of beer and I
had a few mixers, so all in all, we were a tipsy and happy bunch =)
Except for the luv coz I don't allow him to have anything more than
2 glasses of beer coz he's riding me home. I don't wanna die sia! So he was
kinda sober and not-dancing and moody. Hehehe. Poor boy.

I had a great time yesterday, didn't you guys too? Hehehe

So anyhoos, we had supper afterwards at Mac Lido and you know what??? (Of
course you don't. Okay wait for me to say ok!)

This leggy blonde was running towards the roadside in her micro-mini dress
and 3-inch wedge heels. 1m behind her was this Indian man who was running
too. We initially thought that they were both chasing after a cab, but then,
the man yanked her hair and pulled her
down onto the floor! She fell and started bleeding! And the bloody
pussified fella actually ran off! Her other blonde friend threw her
shoes at him and gave chase but obviously she couldn't catch him
la, coz she was kinda fat. Hehe. The poor blonde was lying on the
pavement with all her Mac's breakfast and drinks all over the floor and
bleeding!! So poor thing!! We were all so stunned man! In the end the cabby
brought them to the police station...

The worst part is that, everyone saw it but nobody helped
the blonde, not did anyone chase after the Indian man. The Indian man was
the classy sort, with shirt and pants type. He was short and pudgy so if
anyone were to catch him, I'm sure he wouldn't be able to give much of a
fight anyways. But why didn't anyone help them? Everyone
just stood at the sides and stared with wide eyes and mouths.
Ipin and his friends wanted to chase after the fella but he
was gone by the time we got up to help the blonde. The thing is, the blonde
fell in front of this particular couple. And the couple just stood
there staring at her! I mean, use your fucking brains and help the
woman up la??!?! Hello??? Where's your humanity???
And the gurlfriend even giggled after the blonde got up!
HOI. The woman is injured, she just got assaulted in you
face and you can still stand there to stare and
giggle?? What's so funny about a blonde woman sprawled on the
floor, with a bleeding face and fucking hot tea spilled all over her body
huh??? It's ridiculous la. Singaporeans are a bunch of stupid
fools. The smarter they get, the worse it is. But of course not everyone's
like that, I mean the cabby and us rushed to her side to help her what.

I am so embarrassed to be known as a Singaporean sometimes.
(Funny. I was just telling Jackson the same thing on Friday.)

I'm still stunned from that event at 6 in the morning this morning. I hope
that woman is alright and they get to catch that bastard. No matter what
wrong the woman did to him, he had no right to assault her that way in
public and run off like that la. If he's a man, he'll trash it out with her
verbally face-to-face. Not assault her and run off! He has
no dick la... that's why.

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Meantime, these are pictures for you to laugh at!!



Tity and Nelson being absolute retards. As always. Hahaha.



Pic1 : Lovely Nura and I at Coffee Bean.
Pic2 : Beng and Baby trying to be cool outside Indochine Holland V. hehe
Pic3 : Too much beer for the night and afterwards too. But good beer nonetheless ;)
Pic4 : What kinda outing would it be if I don't have my photo taken with my valentine right? hah.

We were bored, bankrupt and restless. We sat at my porch and doodled play-pretend tattoos on each other. Wahahaha. Check out the stupid things we drew and the pretty nice stuff he drew.



Pic1 : He asked me 'B, star got how many sides?' after he drew an 8-sided star on my hands. With a grin at that too and apparently the thingy on my thumb are hairy balls coz apparently my thumb is a play pretend dick. tsk... baby, nonsense la you. hehe
Pic2 : Ouh! This one's really nice! It's a man smoking while sitting on a chair, can you see it? Can you can you?? It's supposedly Axl Rose la.
Pic3 : He drew that himself. Can you see my name on it? Yes yes? So nice right?!?? There's also a tiger! He drew it like so complicated and hidden, so stylo! You'll need to look closely to realize that it consists of my name and a tiger =)
Pic4 : The one and only thing that I drew. I'm not as creative and good as him but doncha think it's cute? Hehe.
Pic5 : I was so cheeky. I kept asking him to draw somemore. Coz I like it when he holds my hands =) Hehehe
Pic6 : Taking things into his own hands, literally. Hehehe

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Got my fringe cut and I was suppsoed to look Chinadoll-ish. Instead I look like a weird kid from some kinda art school. See? This is what happens when you cut your own hair at 3am just because you're bored and the shiny scissors looked so tempting :P

I don't understand why do people add others as 'friends' on friendster even though they only speak to each other like maybe once in 3 years? Plus, they aren't even friends technically; they are mere acquaintances. I really don't understand.

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I hate this job, I've said it time and again. To make matters worse, Sharil's leaving tomorrow. And Rozana's prolly gonna leave once she gets a better deal too so I'm stuck her alone, with nobody =( Maybe Tara can come back, yes yes please dear? Hehe.

Okay I have to delete whatever I wrote for fear the police will come knocking on my door. Don't saboh meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I'm so sick. Haven't been to work for 3 days now.

Puked blood.
Coughed blood.
Snot got blood.

Everything's blood-related.
My throat hurts like mad even though I haven't smoked in 2 days. Sigh... thanks ar Sri. I caught it from you. Thanks ar.

Pic1: Happy drunkard boys
Pic2: Lovely Tara and I. Hottttttttt!!!!!!!!
Pic3: Horny boy 1
Pic4: Horny boy 2



Pic1 : The hemsem DJ!!
Pic2 : Sober boys.
Pic3 : Happy couple @ Attica.
Pic4 : Kissy couple @ Attica.



Pic1 : ADRIAN KICKS ASS AT HOME
Pic2 : Pretty boysw looking at pretty things at 4am
Pic3 : The sulky boy hates the music at HOME.
Pic4 : The OTHER sulky boy pretends to be a stalker.

Thursday was spent at Attica to celebrate
Martin's 24th Birthday =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARTIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XmuackXmuackXmuackX

heehee... met Tara there and Anthony and
we had tonnes of fun on that night =) Shall upload photos when I have the
time yea?

Yesterday night we went to HOME for
POPTART'S latest offering :) hehehe... actually the
Crumpler kids put me on Zouk's guest list
for their 15th anni but but but if I go to Zouk then
baby and martin can't go to
HOME so I have no choice but to go to HOME
instead of Zouk... =( Besides, Adrian
already put me on POPTART'S guest list, so might as well go
and enjoy myself at a show which I know I will love =)
Adrian you are awesome!!!!!!! Plus he took many many photos
of me so I was happy. Hehe. Coz he'll usually only take 1
photo of me but yesterday he took EIGHT photos of
ME. Wheeeeeeeeee! I don't know why it matters so much but
it does! It's so great to be lavished with attention by the star DJ then
everyone else around you shamelessly stare and tries to get into the photo
too. Yesterday I was selfish, I just pushed these people away.
I felt so superior. Hahahahahahaha.

Photos will be posted when I have the time yes? And when
Adrian uploads them. Wahahaha.

Met up with Aidah before that to walk around Bugis. Hehe...
I always have the best fun with this krazy gurly la! She's so cute
and funny...



Pic1 : B smiling. One of the very very rare occasions!
Pic2 : My fave gurl Aidah looking very very radiant and
pretty =)
Pic3 : My fave homie at the mo, MARTIN!!!!!!!! (Yes he'll
screech my name whenever he calls me. So now I screech
back. hahaha)
Pic4 : I look so evil laughing at Hab coz
Aidah tricked her into getting her photo taken. Hehehe...
way to go Aidah!! And urgh, dinner at Breko sucks. Only
Deep Purple was heavenly. Sigh~

Friday we went to Coccolatte with Joei, Isk and Aida. Now I actually know the ENTIRE Poptart! I'm friends with Adrian and I hung out with Zaidi and Aida so technically we all know each other even though only Adrian is my friend. Hehehe... thanx Joei!! The music was super fab, total electronica and some drumnbass, I told him I wanted to cry coz I loved the music soo much!

Went to Liquid Room for a drink and chat with them first, then went to Braddell to buy fags then went to Spize to eat dinner then headed back down to Coccolatte again. We were rushing around everwhere in within 3hours. Haha. I saw Xho spinning at Liquid! He's so cool and nice! Coz I couldn't stop gawking at him (I was standing right in front of him at the DJ console) and he actually pat my head and smiled at me while spinning. He's like damn good laar! I felt like such a deliriously happy little child who's been just given a lollipop.

Yesterday we went to HRC. DON'T ask. Hahaha. Blame it on Martin.

B bought me a pretty top from Topshop and he got 3 for himself. Haha. Madness.

Okay I'm running outtta time, will update more later! Cheers!



Pic1 : Great drum n bass.
Pic2 : Orrrr... Joei what are you soliciting arh... hehehe
Pic3 : Sri and I outside Mustafa Centre trying out her new V3 phone.
Pic4 : Zan showing off his piercing even though it's so tiny. hahaha.



Pic1 : B and Opium getting distracted.
Pic2 : It says Jalan Pelepah so B decdes to show me what it meant coz I didn't know what Pelepah meant.
Pic3 : Coccolatte that's filled with gays on that night but still cool nonetheless.
Pic4 : The bar area which is sooooo pretty!



Pic1 : My fave salmon fettucini from CoffeeClub. Was there with Mommy!
Pic2 : All the cakes and teas we consumed til we got diarrhoea afterwards. haha.
Pic3 : Joei and I. Sorry for the blurry pic, Epain's not a good photographer! hehe
Pic4 : B and I. High and dry. Well we were like mentally high but our tongues were dry. So that qualifies for the song title, innit? Haha

Mommy brought me shopping on Thursday. Got me 2 crazysexycool bras, mascara, lipbalm, MAC powder and a ZARA top. She and Daddy are so sweet to me at times. Thanks Mom =)

Pop my cherry's at coccolatte on Friday.
Tiesto's next friday $38 at MOS.
POPTART's at HOME next Saturday.

Wah how am I gonna go to all these parties when I am absolutely miserably bankrupt?!?!?!? Okay I'm on the guest list for Pop My Cherry and Poptart, but even so, must drink right?? Sigh... I'll need at least $50 for each night man... *headache*

So anyhoos, work is such a bloody piece of cumbersome ass man. Been having bad days at work every single day this week, I just wish I can shoot some people. Especially the India team. Grrr... this life is pointless. I work my ass off only to get humiliated and pay bills. What's the point? Sigh...

Am wearing my dress at work today and I've received so many sweet (and naughty) compliments =) Awww thanks you guys (yes, only guys. haha), that really made my day. And no la, I cannot wear dresses to work so often. Very mafan you know. Must shave la, must wake up early and iron la, must get a matching hairstyle la, must moisturize my chest la... Tsk tsk tsk. Too much trouble for a pretty dress. Tee hee hee

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Check this out *stiffles my giggles*

luxie's dysfunctional as hell. and proving it. says:
anyhoos i wish u be in a good mood more often when we meet up. or maybe tipsy is the answer.coz when ur happy, u r so funny n chatty. ahahahaha. other than that u keep quiet n look ard

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hehe

luxie's dysfunctional as hell. and proving it. says:
hehehehehhe

luxie's dysfunctional as hell. and proving it. says:
why boy whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

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hehe

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nothin ar

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shit

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my com just smoked!

luxie's dysfunctional as hell. and proving it. says:
OHMYOGD.shut it down!turn the fan towatrds it!itu la u...on it for 24/7!

luxie's dysfunctional as hell. and proving it. says:
AHAHAHAHHAHHA

luxie's dysfunctional as hell. and proving it. says:
thats the most hilarious line ive heard today. ahahaha

-after like 10mins-

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did u get my msg just now?

luxie's dysfunctional as hell. and proving it. says:
it smoked. hahahahaha

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u got the msg

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hehehehe

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yup2

luxie's dysfunctional as hell. and proving it. says:
HAHAHAHAA

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my monitor blew

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and smoke came out of it!!!

luxie's dysfunctional as hell. and proving it. says:
ahhahaah

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hehehehehe

luxie's dysfunctional as hell. and proving it. says:
then how come now u can use???

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im using another monitor

luxie's dysfunctional as hell. and proving it. says:
ahhahaah

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hehehehe

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but this monitor small ar!!!!

luxie's dysfunctional as hell. and proving it. says:
ahhahaah

Yeah. Hahaha. Do you realize that when we talk, he hehehe's alot and i ahahahaha alot? Yeap, madness.

I love this photo. Nice right? Ya la ya la Boy. You very tall la. I'm very short la. Haha. Taken at Phuture after 3 beers and eer... yea cockin' around with the boys. We were truly happy at that time, and it was only 11pm =)



I'll always love you :)

I love this dress la, fits me so well. I wasn't even wearing a bra! Yet I didn't look flat! Hahaha. (Must see in real life la... see here of course can't see anything!)

Sometiems I think I'm a crazy little fucked up dysfunctional biatch. Here I have a wonderful man, and I'm still unhappy. Whaaaaaaaaaaaaat's wrong with me huh? Can somebody diagnose my problem please?

Yesterday we went to town to get me a new miniskirt (coz I'm rebellious like that!) and had dinner... even though you guys might be reading this and thinking ohmygod so boring ah but it wasn't =) It was lovely walking around with my dearie; just talking and then heading home before midnight, for once. Hehe. We checked out cute kids, talked about what kinda beds we want if we were to spend a lifetime together, what kinda homes we prefer and the location... the car that we will both share and buy... and about saving up enough to get married. It touches me that he is the one to bring these things up and clarify it with me...

At the same time I'm freaked out ya know coz I don't really wanna get married, not in the next 10 years anyways. I would rather enjoy life, work and earn tonnes, cohabitate or live on my own and stuff like that. I don't want to be tied down, I don't want to have to answer to someone, I don't want to have kids (coz as all of you know, I'm not a kids-person. I'm an animal-person!).

I've seen so many marriages disintegrate, it scares me man. If I'm in a relationship, if things turn sour, we can just break up and I'll kick him out. But if I were to be married, I can't simply divorce him and kick him out right? Coz it's his home too! Haiya...

How now brown cow?

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Just came back from lunch with him... he came down just to make sure I eat (coz I usually don't). Hehe... sweet right? But I'm gonna barf my lunch now or else I'm gonna risk being FAT. Hahaha. KIDDING. Anyhoos, he's so sweet... he said that after next year, I don't hafta work my ass off anymore coz he can support me. He said just to work so I can have enough money to shop and spend on myself. Isn't that the sweetest thing ever???? Of course I won't do that to him la... I'm a nice gurl. I'd ratehr work and help him with our finances instead ;) hehehe... Aiya he's such a darling man.. sometimes I don't know why I get so paranoid over what he does but sometimes whatever he does just doesn't justify what he says, you know what I mean? ARGH. CONFUSED!!!

That's us yesterday in town. It was so much fun with the gurlies laa! Aidah, Surya, Yani and Nas =) I love them all!!!!!!! Had late lunch cum early dinner at Lucky, then headed to Paragon to traumatize the patrons there with our laughter. Hehe. Then the gurls abandoned me to go to GUCCI (WTF??? hahaha) coz I was wearing slippers, my favourite-est apek pants and chapalang low-cut top, so I'd rather not step into GUCCI for my own pride's sake. Haha. Walked to Cine's kopitiam to say Hi to my boys, then the gurls went home. I chilled with Martin (aka Beng), Boy and Kawi til Ipin came... then we went to Lido and bumped into many unwanted people. Hehehe. Sat outside HRC til my ass was wet from the sweat and went off coz I really didn't want to go to HRC.

Pic1: Nas and I. Isn't she just so sweet?? She's not even 18 yet! (Suya!! I promise I won't corrupt her when she turns 18 k?? I'm just gonna teach her fun. Wahahahahaha)
Pic2: Aidah, Surya and Yani. Pretty gurlies with pretty smiles.
Pic3: Naughty boys checking out naughtier gurls across the road.
Pic4: This looks like some kinda boyband CD sleeve photo, innit? hahaha.
Pic5: Us gurls in Paragon toilet. We look like a gurl gang rite, all wearing black. Heh.
Pic6: Gorgeous Qawi, who is pretty Liza's boyfriend. Lookin' dreamy.
Pic7: Handsome Boy, looking damn sian at Lido. Okay, he was sian because we saw people we didn't wanna see... Haha.

Photos from Liza's boyfriend's SUV from Zouk to Spize at 5.30am (I can't remember his name coz there were so many people yesterday but apparently he has a damn cute ass la, according to Boy. hehe). We were all high, happy and HUNGRY. The 3 important H's during the after-party. Hehe. But when the food came, all of us didn't even eat half of it. Hahaha.

Pic1: Happy Birthday Boy =) xmuackxmuackxmuackx
Pic2: The boyfriend simply loves looking fierce in photos. Tsk.
Pic3: Liza and I. She's really pretty in real life and she plays soccer for SG's gurls team man! Along with Charmaine, Girl2 and Lyna (used to!). Pretty gurls who play soccer are just eer... hot la. Hehe
Pic4: Yes yes Martin just couldn't stop laughing. I can't even remember why!
Pic5: Martin and Shah. Goofing around. (Gay-ing around rather. Hehe)
Pic6: Lovely boys with lovely smiles =)



Pic1: Luvin' with the boys in Phuture.
Pic2: Halfway-to-being-a-goner boys at Zion =)
Pic3: Yes yes gay-ing around is always encouraged, feel free to lick and kiss yes?
Pic4: We bumped into this fella outside Great World. I don't know him but he's got a very nice gurlfriend! Oh, and the boys were salivating over his modified Gilera. BOYS.



Pic1: I had 1 Barons and I was already slurring. Then Boy bought me another one! Smart ah you guys! You all drink Heineis and Tigers you know! I'm the only lady there but I was having Barons and 3 Tigers in zOuk! You guys want me to flip or what?? Haha.
Pic2: Lovely Liza and the boy who sent my boys home coz I went home with Martin. Thanks sayangs!
Pic3: Your royal highness. Literally. I was spinning and smiling. In Zouk, I was literally spinning but puking. Haha.
Pic4: The luv and I. He was a red-faced sleeping goner after 1 bottle of Heinei. B... you must be a strong drinker like me ok? I know it's because I have Indian blood and you don't, but you can try harder k? Hehe.

It was super fucking awesome la.

Initially I really had no mood to go coz I was feeling ugly... didn't wear much make up. Plus I was wearing just a pair of jeans and a tube coz my trademark miniskirts are all cut-up to pieces, thanks to Dad. And B's bike died in the middle of Farrer Road. It's still there coz he abandoned it to go to Zouk. Haha.

The only reason I went was coz of Boy anyways... While at Zion, got to know Anna, their Lasalle schoolmate and Anjit, the 26-year old lecturer. We are the DKK clan man! Hehe. My cousin Han was there too... Hanif joined us to talk shit... We were all not sober but we held this intellectual convo about art students, art teachers and some good ol lovin' PR. It was nice man! Oh. Anna's bf is Sham, who is Lisa's ex-bf. Hahaha. Small world. Oh, and Atan was Kin's primary school sweetheart. Wahahahahaha!!

In Zouk Han played with my head, Ijal held me when I danced and I promptly moved away before Ipin kills us, Fifi was avoiding Beng, Kennedy looked smart but he was without Ivan and Andrew, Lyna looked so sweet but without Falah, random ang moh dude danced with me at the DJ stand when I wandered away from the bf ( he's a nice dancing partner. he didn't touch me at all! hehe), broke contact from the group in Phuture countless of times, puked in the loo for a good 20mins til the gurls outside tried to slide into my cubicle coz they thought I died since I was slumped on the floor, lost 18 sticks of my fags along with my fag box in the loo coz I think it dropped out of my jeans when I peed, Boy got into a fight with dunno-who at Zouk because of a random comment, and I saw Michelle Wan from CGS S4.

Such high drama in one night, innit? But it's great la when you go to a club and you see so many familiar faces... I felt like a social butterfly. Heh. And I'm gonna unabashedly admit that I love the attention too. Wouldn't you too?

Meeting Aidah and Surya later. Then Boy and Martin's gonna join me and when B's done with his bike, we'll be heading to either HOME or HRC. Yes HRC. No choice la... we are trying to help Beng get Gigi. Haha. Especially me. That's why he sent me home yesterday! Hahaha... had an emo talk with him and all... well I guess boys always look so aloof on the outside, but they are actually sensitive little souls on the inside, ya know? Poor boys la...

Can't wait to go out. But it's raining. Urgh. And I'm suffering from sucha terrible hangover, I can still feel the puke at the back of my throat!! Aaargh!