The Promiscuous song by nelly furtado's in my head. And Teddy Geiger's Confidence song. Doesn't it sound strangely like John Mayer-ish? OH well nevermind I love them both all the same =)

I remember when I was younger and people would ask me what's my favourite animal. Sometimes I'd say cat, most of the other times I'd say unicorns. Then people would be like, But that's not an animal! That's just a mythical creature in fairytales! I felt so hurt and all that nobody believed in unicorns... hahahahaha. Now come to think of it, I was such a bimbo wasn't I? But I love unicorns! The way I love mermaids and Care Bears and pretty witches (not the ugly green ones ar!) and princesses in distress! Sigh... I wish unicorns and mermaids exist. That'll be fun. And interesting to poke ;)

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You know I don't understand men (and women) who question their ex-es coz afterall, you are already ex-es! I mean, the best part is, first you choose to let go of that particular loved one (okay referred to as l.o!). Then after you've hurt that l.o thru and thru, you have the cheek to question that l.o about his/her whereabouts?? Like, huh?? I'm not pin-pointing figers at anyone la... I'm just saying this in general coz I have heard of so many friggin' stories of the same issue time and again and it puzzles the crapshite outta me.

Whatever's in the past let it remain in the past. If you've convinced someone to move on, then don't try to pull that person back when he/she does move on. Do you actually think that playing mind games is so very fun?? Do you have any inkling at all what effect it has on the person affected or not? It creates lotsa confusion and trauma, get that? Is it fair to toy around with the fella's feelings even after you've already shattered whatever love she/he had for you?

I hate those who question their ex-es simply because I myself go thru it and no matter how many times I say fuck off, she wouldn't go. It's a total mind-fucking game that I cannot stand that brings tears of exasperation and frustration.

So if you think you're guilty of doing this to somebody, please stop it before it's too late and your l.o ends up hating your guts for being such an emotional yoyo.

It's either you want the l.o back, or not. Don't throw someone away, making that person go thru such terrible emotional rollercoaters and then pulling that person back. If you think you are confused, then just stay clear, simple as that.

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I am so afraid that you guys are gonna point a wagging finger at me and accuse me of contaminating Aidah and Yan. For influencing them to party every week and to stay out late everyday. I am truly sorry if I have stepped on anybody's toes should you feel that I am bad influence on these 2 good gurls. I really didn't mean to take them out every week and let them go home in the wee hours of the morning okay. It's just that that's the way I lead my life and I love it when they are part of my life, so I really would prefer it when they are with me even if they end up staying up late and getting into trouble with their loved ones. I shall try not to let them stay out so late every week okay?

Just for clarification though.

Just because we party, drink and smoke doesn't mean that we are bad gurls. We still have good ethics (like we don't fuck around or like victimize other people!!) and we have decent morals. Well Aidah and Yan doesn't drink and smoke like I do so I guess they are free of this stigma.

But I am speaking up for myself and others who are like me. We party, we drink, we smoke, we have tonnes of male friends, we wear skimpy clothes and we cuss (sometimes only!). But we really aren't bad people. We still hold decent day jobs and we have dreams of being successful career-wise. We want to further our education, we save hundreds of dollars every month, we give our parents hundreds of dollars too and we do the housework when we are home. We kiss our parents and we cry when we are heartbroken. So you see? We are normal just like you, it's just that you might prefer to walk around town on weekends, and we just prefer to party and get wasted =)

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You know what?

Back in JJC, I liked this guy la from PJC. (No it's not Ivan or Andrew, PLEASE!) And then last week he approached me on Friendster and we've been messaging everyday. Well to me it's nothing la... he has a gf and I have a bf. But apparently he has the hots for me since last time, but he was too shy so we never got close. Besides, I thought he was kinda gay. hahaha. I'm not being egoistic la. If you know my Friendster password, you can read his msgs to me and it's like seriously la, he doesn't hide his affections boy!

So it's strange ya know. The hottest guy in PJC for year 2002 used to like me and still does and I never knew. I cannot deny the fact that I used to like him too (C'mon la, he's hot man!!) but I was just thinking he'll never like a gurl like me coz all his gfs are so pretty anyways... what am I compared to them? Hmm..... sometimes when things like this happen, you'll be like 'What if...' this and 'What if...' that. But by thinking that way you'll just be causing yourself unnecessary misery.

So right now I'm gonna just stay loyal to my bf and see how things work out with this fella. No point dwelling in the past...

Work sucks.

Aiya I really don't know what's wrong with me now. I used to be so peace-loving and timid. But now I'm always ready for a fight. Even at clubs Ipin has to stop me from starting a fight sometimes. (Coz some gurls are so bitchy that they will smile and flirt with your boyfriend even though they know you are the gurlfriend!! Of course my blood fucking boiled laa!) I don't care now if I have to go behind bars. If I lose my temper, I will yell, I will punch, I will humiliate the bitch if I have to. I guess it's something to do with what I went thru last time with some people and then now that I'm grown up, I realized what a timid fool I was. And it prolly has something to do with the fact that I mix around with people of totally different characters now as compared to my sweet-natured sec and JC mates...

So yea as I was saying... sigh... I get along so well with all his friends. But this bunch of friends, I can also get along with.

Am heading to BarNone tonight to catch Serenaide. Can't wait!!! =)

Peace out peeps!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Saturday went to town with Yan then Ipin, Boy and Beng joined us for X-Men3. Saw Ayu and her friends, and Aza and his friends. I cried when Prof X and Dark Phoenix died =( So sad sey... It was a great movie la. I enjoyed it immensely even though the sound system was waaaay too loud! I know la Yan... inside there you and Martin had the ting ting ting ting ting thingy going on riiiight... say la you wantttttt! Wahahahahaha!!!

After which we went to Newton for supper and we were all too sleepy to laugh or talk and it was only 4am. Hahaha. Usually at 4am we'll still be at a club partying with eyes wide open! So I had to share a cab with Yan and Beng. I was friggin sandwhiched between them 2 lar! And Ipin and Boy actually scolded me for not sitting in the front seat and letting them 2 lovebirds sit together at the back... tsk tsk tsk. How I know right??? Yan asked me to go in first what! Tsk... so Martin didn't get Yan's number, after all the berbual champion. Hahaha. But on Sunday he actually asked for her number coz he couldn't wait til Monday when he books out of camp to check his friendster and message her. Everyone say awwwww! =) So sweet la...

I wish my freinds all the best in your future relationships. To Yan, Aidah, Martin and Boy. You people know all of you are made for each other so please do not be exclusive so fast for the sake of obligations. Take things slow and explore each other before you get tied down okay =)

I'm working with Mala and Tara today and I'm having soooo much fun!!!

These gurls are so pretty la. Pretty for Indian gurls anwyays.

Mala's the pious decent gurl whom you want to marry and who dresses simply.

Tara's the hot stuff party gurl you just have to have your arms around to show off to all your mates.

Alamak I love them la.

We ordered Mac's breakfast and talked about everything under the sun! Lesbianism (Tara you naughty gurl you! Kekeke), sex, budget hotels, lesbian blues, condoms and allergies... okay la basically the convos were revolved around the sexual aspects of life but it sure brought tonnes of laughter and teasings!

So I was saying something private to them and it was an embarrassing fact you see and suddenly this fella came out of nowhere carrying a PC behind us and staring. I was so bloody embarrassed laa!! Goodness man... we couldn't stop laughing after that. Just my luck I guess. tsk.

Anyhoos, had a fight with him yesterday and we slept at 6 am eventually. The both of us start work at 8.30am this morning but we both woke up at 9.30am. Wahahahaha. We are terrible. Terrible terrible terrible!

So Aidah's gone for 5 days. Off to KL my dear~ Don't cry Boy. There's always Yan and Beng in SG for us to tease and bring out the laughter. hehe...

My tummy hurts. Ouch.

Pic1 : I don't know why Baby loves to point upwards or look upwards or just pay attention to whatever's above his head everytime we take photos. Tsk.
Pic2 : Hahaha. Poor Martin's had enough of photo taking and he couldn't even open his eyes for the camera!
Pic3 : Bored boys at the club who refuses to dance but were more than happy to annoy each other.
Pic4 : The 2 gurls whom I love very very much and I'm so thankful for being part of my life right now =)
PS : I'm so happy for you guys =) Whatever happens between you gurls and the boys, don't let it ruin the friendship we all share alright?



Pic1 : The infamous Momo toilet and me scratching my ass while getting this shot taken. Kekekeke
Pic2 : The love and I being very much happy and high. Hehehe. Ouh I love this photo!
Pic3 : Awww Martin and Yan look so cute together don't they?? Hehehe... yes Yan, say la you wantttttt! And MArtin? Don't be such a wuss please. Wahahahahaha
Pic4 : Aidah and Boy make such a fabulous couple!! See, Rahmah is the best matchmaker in the world la. Say thank you to Rahmah. Kowtow to Rahmah! NOW. Wahahaha. Kidding! Jeez I sounded like I was trying to brainwash you guys coz I mentioned my name so many times... (Eh not funny when you guys tease me in public about my full name okay. Not funny. hahaha)

Aiya I'm so happy for my gurls. Yesterday I was feeling so friggin' high with the whole happiness and charitable feeling then suddenly my bubble popped thanks to Ipin. Made me cry. Wah lan dey... But I'm sorry for calling you a bastard and telling you to fuck off and hitting you when I met you and yelling my heads off and still tormenting you at 6am. Though I feel guilty now, it did feel kinda good to do that to you coz you deserved it. Wahahahaha



Pic1 : The whole gang being so happy at Momo!
Pic2 : Wah check out the UFO-ish effect... cool aye!
Pic3 : Us with Sri darling! Man I was so fuckin' high...
Pic4 : The boys. Boys boys boys whom we love so much, don't we gurls? ;)

Hurt hurt hurt.

Tears of confusion and anger.

Fuck lar why must I always be in this position?? Why do you have to be there when I'm at my most vulnerable state?? When things are falling apart and you know it. You're just waiting for me to fall just so that you can whisk me away and we'll live happily ever after. I can live like a tai tai, you'll be a successful banker with tattoos and piercings, we'll have sex on the washing machine (as requested), our kids will eat char kway teow that your mom cooked, you'll still keep pretending to be a Buddhist (you shameless anti-Christ you!) and we'll listen to emo and hardcore and indie for the rest of our lives!

Why oh why must there be so much distractions when I am attached and none at all when I'm single...

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Your mommy hates me. period. I ain't marrying you if the old lady isn't changing her mind man.

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I just can't forget what I saw neither can I forgive. It's too much, get it? Confessions and love professions aren't enough to remedy what's done and damaged. I smiled, I kissed. I said it's alright baby, you're forgiven but inside it's a NO. It's not even deep inside of me, it's just in me at the most outermost surface that keeps yelling a NO. It's not so easy to be forgiven when you screw up time and again, ya know? Kisses and apologies aren't enough. I'm in such turmoil that I cried til I puked the minute I got into my room. But of course you'll never know how much you hurt me coz by the time you called I had already put on a facade that all's forgiven and forgotten. Coz as always, I don't want to hurt you or worry you... I hate seeing you begging me and looking so upset when I'm mad. I feel so awful for putting you in such a low position ya know... Besides you don't read my blog so I guess you'll never know the truth...

I keep wondering what the hell is wrong with me. Am I not good enough? As far as I can see (and know), I'm much better than the rest of them ex-es combined together! If you don't appreciate me, then you don't deserve me. I can give you a few names offhand who will appreciate me much more than you do. And Hab is the Queen of them all. Don't you know that I feel like such a fool? Don't you ever think of me? I always ALWAYS prioritize you....

You've got your swetness and kindess but when you fuck things up, it's really really bad that it's hard for me to forgive and forget. They bring tears to my eyes and pain to my heart... is it any wonder then that I feel so confused, betrayed and played around with?

Pic1 : Wan and I at Ramen Ten. The noodles were gooood!
Pic2 : Yan and Aidah. 2/3 of the 3 stooges. (I'm the other 1/3 and Ipin's the damsel in distress. Wahahaha. Correct Yan? Coz he got long eyelashes right? Hahaha)
Pic3 : Wan's forever thinking. Waddya expect. CGS->RJC->NUS. Smarty pants. And stressed-out Faz who's ears had to be covered by Wan coz I said some unmentionables at Mac's. Hahaha.
Pic4 : Us gurlies happy and all with the Twirly Fries. Hahaha. Remember Aidah, Oh I know I know what it's called! It starts with a Twee! Wahahahahaha. T Rahmah, T!!!! (It's actually Curly fries people.)
Pic5 : Happy Birthday Fala!! I don't know how old she turns tho. Hehe. Boy made her a gorgeous painting!
Pic6 : Mentel gurls bored at night outside Paragon. Haha.
Pic7 : Jit, Boy, Shafiq and Fala. Boy always knows when we are gonna take his photos then he'll turn away. Tsk tsk tsk.
Pic8 : Ipin, Martin, Pian. Bored people with finished Chang beers waiting to watch the 12.30am show for Da Vinci Code.

Sat was spent being in town having dinner with the gurls and then meeting the boys and others.

Hmm....Baby, Boy, Beng, Pian, Jit, Sham, Anna, Fala, Shafiq. Yea it was a pretty big group. Chilled out and watched Da Vinci Code after which we slacked at Spize. Got at home at 6 in the morning.

We had to sit on the 4th row so it was pretty bad la... neck cramps and all but I loved the movie. Like it's satisfying I guess. I know many people hate it but I dunno. Though they withheld alot of important info in the movie which was present in the book, you can still sorta make out what the movie's about la. So it wasn';t all that bad.

Martin die die wanted to sit next to Yan. Kekekeke... and Boy was with Aidah. Waaaah so sweet laaaa! I'm so happy for my friends =)

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And she said : "I would've stolen all the CDs for you if you asked me to..."

And she replied that she would've stolen your heart if she could.

Haiya.

I'm too bankrupt to party this weekend =(

Nevermind, next week is payday then we can all rumpit rumpit rumpit~

Wahahahaha

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Ayu's gonna become an air stewardess. I'm the 1st to know it. Har har.

But I'm so sad. Sometimes I wish I can be an air stewardess too. I know la... you will say what's the big deal. It's just an air-waitressing job anyways. But it's so much more glamourous than that!
Imagine being one of the 45 who are picked out of the 2000 other applicants.
Imagine the prestige when you go to a party and you are pretty and when people ask for your occupation, you can snobbishly say you're an air stewardess with SIA. Don't talk to me about cheplak ones like Silkair and Tiger la. Those are the gurls who cannot-make-it. (Except for Surya who is of SIA quality but she's moving on to something even better than SIA, she's going to EMIRATES. LAGI POWER!! hahaha).
Imagine walking around, nose in the air with red fingernails and the tight kebaya outfit and dragging that unsightly trolly of a luggage.
Imagine being able to wear the pretty slippers and being able to bun up your hair.
Imagine the heads turning when you walk by.

I WANT THAT TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa* --> that's crying sound la okay. Doofuses.

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At times like this, I miss you so badly.

You were so sweet and loving while it lasted. I'm so sorry I hurt you. I'm so sorry you have to hate me this much now. I'm so sorry we can't even be friends anymore. I miss you so much and I feel awfully guilty about everything. If only you know that...

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Anyhoos, I don't know why some gurls looove to pile on lipgloss. Jeez... I guess I'm not exactly your typical gurl. (no offence to friends who do that. I'm referring to the more extreme gurls. Come and ask me and I'll tell you who. Hehe)

I also don't understand as to why some gurls go gaga over shoes, handbags, shopping, make up, etc.

I'm the sort who will buy something only when I need it. And even if I buy, I'll make sure it's of good quality from a good brand coz I don't mind paying for it.

Quality over quantity I say.

But some gurls just go insane buying cheplak stuff just because it's like $10 or $20. They'll have tonnes of stuff but none of them are outstanding. Well what do you expect right if you buy from Bugis Market or Far East or a neighbourhood mall when everything is nice but mediocre and cheap? I mean, what's the point?? All of you will complain I'm so friggin' fussy when I shop, but well, that's the way it should be right? Why settle for 2nd best when you can get the best if you just look a bit harder?

The same can be said when you see 80% of women who flock to a MANGO or METRO sale. You dig and push your way through, only to purchase something that maybe 500 other women have purchased too. Another good example is when people go to Australia, Bangkok or Bali. You shop yourself dry just because it's cheap. Why bother buying a $5 top in heaps when it's not outstanding and the quality is bad? So what if it's from overseas? It's still crap isn't it?

I'm not saying that my clothes are gorgeous. But at least it's unlikely that you find someone else wearing the same thing as me (except for the Topshop tanktops la... coz they are tank tops what. Every gurl surely owns a white or black tanktop). I'm not one to buy things that are flowery, stripey, patternish or in loud colours either. 50% of what I own is black, 30% white and the 20% is a mixture of browns, navy blues, greys and the occasional odd colour. But then again that's me, not you right?

Then again I don't understand why some gurls like to put so many photos of their self portraits on Friendster either. Coz afterall, it's your same friggin' face, innit? If your photo is with different people at different places in different clothes then okay la. It's interesting to look at. But if you have like 10 of your face shot taken by your own digicam or mobile phone perhaps in your room or toilet or in the cab, then what is the point?? Do you think we would want to waste our time clicking from 1 photo to the next only to see your blardy face close up in different angles?? Sometimes it's even from the same angle! Hmm... why ah? Not say you are very pretty what. Even if you are pretty, people would rather see a photo of you somewhere with someone rather than a face shot of you looking sweet/sultry/cute/silly in your solo efforts. Hmmmmmmmmm...........

I don't comprehend women who love to wear make up that are so thick that when they take photos, their face is white and their necks and bodies are dark. Like, huh???

Eh, wearing 5 tonnes of make up is very nice is it? Yes it covers your flaws but you look like a friggin' wayang cheena in photos la! Sure in real life you look so-so/okay (We women can spot if someone is wearing heavy make up but what do men know. To them everything also pretty pretty pretty. BODOH.) But when you take photos, you look weird! And some women just love piling on the concealer around their eye area then they look like as if they went tanning but forgot to take their shades off. Panda eyes effect, ya know? Tsk tsk tsk.

I think this entry should be aptly named 'what's the point entry'. Coz I've highlighted so so many WHAT'S THE POINT issues. Tsk. Really gets to my tits man...

Tara!~

I love her la. She's a cool babe who's smart and kind. It's so rare to find party gurlies who are pretty but nice ya know? Coz most of them are real bitches, like really. I should know since I am one sometimes. Wahahaha.

Anyhoos, went to MoS yesterday night since baby had invites. (Or else I'll never step into MoS or Zouk on Weds man!!) Partied with Mel, Michelle, Gloria, Marcus and Ronald and they bought us jugs coz we let them in for free =) Wheeeeee! These are the kinda party frineds you wanna have. Haha. But MoS sucks man. I hate retro and I hate super-packed clubs that are 95% filled with Malays (ie Smoove) and I hate getting groped and approached by ugly men. So my baby and I didn't really have much fun yesterday night even though the others were having the time of their lives...

Bumped into Faz, Izwah and Fizah. Hahaha. When you see them, it's like instant kecoh I tell you. Funny gurls. Will update photos later.

Meantime, I only had 3hrs of sleep and I'm like super stoned at work.

I'm wearing my ugly Sec2 specs.
I have NO make up on.
2 new pimples just grew in between 6.30am and 9.30am this morning while I was sleeping (sneaky sneaky!).
I didn't manage to shampoo my hair and iron my clothes.
My hair's all over the place coz my rubber band snapped on me in the cab.
I look like a totally fugly doofus at work and somehow I cannot give a shit.

What matters most is that I look great when I go out with my loverboy and friends, or when I party. Yeap. Work. Why should I care about how I look at work when this place is infested with ugly men anyways? Hahaha. (No no Mano, Jackson and Isiah, I'm not referring to you guys. You guys are the exceptions. Hehe) So yea. I don't care. I don't even wear office clothes. Everyday I'm either in my jeans or apek pants. If I club at night then miniskirt it is after 6pm. And slippers. Yes. It's the most important footwear. Haha. Heck laaa. Who's gonna look at me anyways?

Butter Factory ages ago.

Ya ya ya I was wearing the same top but we went to Butter like a month ago and Zouk was just last week so bleargh :P

Anyhoos, that's Denise Keller (duh.) and she's such a sweetie pie!

And Felly dearest who is just so so pretty =)

And the 2 cacat boys who weren't happy coz they complained that the crowd was stuck-up (no they weren't! you're just suffering from inferiority complex, that's all!).

And me action sexy with the lockers. Wahahaha.

Eh it's rare that when I pout I look halfway decent okay. You cannot fathom how many friggin shots I had to take just to look okay or decent enough like this coz when I pout, I usually look like a retard. Really!



We are camwhore vainpots and we are damn proud to acknowledge that disease so you cannot condemn us for always posting our beeyooteefool *chokes* photos up!



I know la, I know la hao lian right. Kekekekeke

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All's well with Lisa. Her parents are aware of her pregnancy and they are very happy to be grandparents soon =) This is seriously wonderful news for us la coz we've been worrying shiteloads for her man as to how she's gonna break the news to her parents.

Congrats dear, we all love ya =)

Okay gonna help her update her friendster now! Ciao!

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Condolences to Nona.

I'm sorry about the loss of your Mom.
And I'm sorry I couldn't be there to console you =(
Take care Nona sayang, see you soon.

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Friends are complicated beings aren't they?

But I still love them lots nonetheless =)

I wish I can say some stuff here but I don't wanna offend people whom I love. Besides, I don't wanna get judged by you, you and you. Oh well, shall just shut my trap then. *zippit*

Hehehe.

Hip Hop Hooray! @ ZOUK!

Pic1 : Us gurlies in the toilet. Yan and Aidah looks so pretty, don't they?? Can you see Aidah's new haircolour?? And my new hair style?? (For the meantime only la... so hard to maintain fringes!)
Pic2 : A sleepy couple at Spize.
Pic3 : No I wasn't digging my teeth Aidah!! But Barons and Redbull always tastes sooo gooood...
Pic4 : Martin mentel. And B; caught in action with his mouth wide open; waiting to stuff the fries into his mouth. Hehehehe

Argh I'm exhausted. Zouk always taken a toll on me. The day after literally translates to the late afternoon after. Coz I'll wake up at 5pm stoned and hungry. Okay it's 7pm and I'm late to meet Netty in town. Cheerios people! Have a great weekend coz I know I will =)

Yesterday was awesome and crazy.

Partied at Zouk's Hip Hop Hooray with baby, Aidah, Yan, Martin, Boy and Pian. It was damn freakin' packed man yesterday. Urgh.
Sat at Zion to drink with them and also Harry... I've got mixed feelings about Zion. Like, the beer is cheap but there's always the risk of bumping into someone that the boys hate ya know. And I hate it when the boys get fired up and mad coz then they aren't very fun anymore =(

Met the gurls to go to town first and my bloody stick on bra kept un-sticking itself from my tits. (No it's nothing to do with the fact that I have small tits coz I don't think I do for a gurl of my size anyways. It's something to do with the fact that the bra sucks and the glue isn't strong. When I sweat, the glue will dissolve and like, the bra will slip off.)

Found out that Netty's gf has cancer and she was undergoing chemo. And yesterday was her birthday and she dumped Netty. Hmm that's a lot of news to handle in a day innit?

I threw a bitchfit and punched the doors coz a certain pretty slut kissed my boyfriend. And she knew perfectly well that I'm the gurlfriend but since she thought that I wasn't around, she decided to plant her luscious lips onto my boyfriend's cheeks on both sides. I'm not being sarcastic here, she really is pretty, this particular bitchy lil slutface. Maybe that's why she always gets away with being a bitchy lil slutface.

Met Hamdan, Lyn, Netty inside. Netty was with Amanda. Tsk tsk. You biatch.

A funny haired dude tried to pick me, Yan and Aidah up while we were happily slurping our innocent fruit punches. He gave the stoopidest pick-up line I've heard. He asked us if his hair looked like Elvis's. And you know what his hair was like? It was like a mop of long, messy wiry hair, like the beach-surfer type of hair. It's like so duh no it doesn't look like Elvis. Your friends are blind to say that it looks like Elvis.

A ketot guy tried to get to know me at the dance floor but he was fugly and pussified. He asked his galpal to ask for my number. I mean, if you want a gurl, go talk to her yourself. Don't ask others to do it coz it doesn't leave a very good impression ya know. But nevermind coz he was ugly anyways.

So there's many more to come but since I'm late to meet Netty, I shall stop here.

People, take a look at these posters and try to make your way down to support POPTART okie! Coz they truly are awesome =) If you love indie, house, emo, punkrock, or anything that you've never heard in other clubs before, then POPTART'S the collective for you.

You need to click on the poster to enlarge it but the Butter Factory one cannot la... sorry. haha.

Lalalalala... I love being a party gurly. Don't you too? *silly grin*

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Hello there
The angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim
Of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally
If we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have halloween on christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
I miss you
I miss you

C'mon let's sing with me :)

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Lisa's been messaging me all the way from Italy and I think that's dang sugary sweet! I mean, she sms-es me, and not anyone else, except for Maureen and I'm just smiling to know she's fine =)

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Am listening to Serenaide; my left hand keeps popping murukus non-stop into my mouth, my right hand is clicking away coz I have tonnes of work to do and my head is bobbing and I have a smile plastered on my face. Looking at myself thru the mirror on my desk, I think I pretty much look like a contented little greedy fool who hasn't pooped in days but she's still smiling. I don't think I've ever been happier at work than I am now =)

I think it's something to do with the fact that I'm getting better at my job; I can solve things on my own even before the boss can solve it for me.

And I also think it's something to do with the fact that it's going to be a long weekend.
Zouk beckons tomorrow.
Momo beckons Sat.
HRC beckons Sun.
BarNone beckons Mon.

Life is so lovely when you are young, beautiful and your pocket's full of dough, innit? Gringringrin.

Anybody who wants to join me on any of these days, just message me yeah. Tara, if you wanna go to BarNone for Monday Sessions with me, message me!

Note : My boyfriend will be around everywhere I go, so if you guys don't mind his presence, then come along with me =)

Met up with them and of course; baby, yesterday at Holland V for a very late dinner. Ohmygoodness even as I'm just thinking of them, I'm actually smiling and giggling now! Hahaha. They are so fun to be with la... especially that Yan. I'm telling you, if I ever have stomach cancer (choy choy!!) coz I laughed too much in my lifetime, it'll be because of Yan. Yes Yan~ You will need to donate to me your tummy in exchange! Hahahaha.

Been going home so late lately, I'm exhausted. Work is no better. Even though everyday I stayback after work for more than an hour, I'm not getting paid OT, neither am I getting back the hours. So why do I work so much when the pay sucks and I don't get any benefits? Beats me.

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Am listening to Kelly and Nelly's Dilemma and like, I'm crying. Boooooooo!

Dunno la... the way Daniel Ong introduced the song and when the intro of the song came in, I was having goosebumps! Totally touching aye... c'mon you can't blame me for crying! I've been thru what they were singing about! It was bad, very very bad!

Pic1 : Aww 3 of us gurls being really happy and laughing at some weirdo tudung who was running and hiding behind a car outside HRC (buat apa je tu arrr??).
Pic2 : B smiling only because he was forced to. Before that he was sulking like a spoilt kid and pulling that sleepy face extra long :P
Pic3 : Hahaha. Yan was asking me to eat the yellow Skittles but I refused. But I ate it eventually coz afterall, she's giving it to me for free and I can't be choosy right? hehe
Pic4 : At HRC dancefloor when we realized that we were the tallest gurls there coz everyone else was like one head shorter than us. hehe. The guy on the right is dunno-who. But he was trying his darnest to dance with Aidah. Aidah pun boleh tahan eh! Grin.
Pic5 : My gatal boyfriend hugging other gurls.
Pic6 : So I retaliate and take a photo with Martin but I didn't hug him. See? I'm so good.
Pic7 : Yes boys simply love each other to bits. Such loving friendships are so sweet, innit? Kekekekee
Pic8 : The 2 gurls who are in love with Martin (Pao Pao and Nura) and me, who is just in love with Martin's flawless tanned legs. hahaha
Pic9 : Are these 3 gurls prettier?
Pic10 : Or are the 3 of us prettier? I think we win hands down thanks to Yan's classic pose. Kekekekek
Pic11 : Aww tired boys at Forum after a night of entertaining us lovely gurls.
Pic12 : Poor B who only had 3 hours of sleep the night before.

So fun la.

I can't wait for Friday's Zouk with the gurls again. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Hung out with Martin at Pasir Panjang and I just realized that he has absolutely flawless hairless gorgeously tanned legs. Hahaha. Coz he just came back from his takraw training you see, and he was wearing shorts. As he parked the car right next to our table and stepped out of the car, whooosh! I saw his gorgeous legs. So not fair!!! He's a guy!! He deserves pale hairy chickeny legs, not such gorgeous legs! His legs are meant for a gurl okay. Meant for ME. Tskkkkkk.

So anyhoos we being the gossip mongers, gossiped ourselves silly til we get goosebumps from all the excitement and revelations. hahaha. Insane huh? But best!

Got home at 2.30am and now I'm pretty stoned at work. Haiya what's the difference. I'm always stoned at work from the lack of sleep anyways. Grins.

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At times like this, I wish that I can kill the love I have for you so that I wouldn't be hurting this much.

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It's your life and no matter what I say, you're not going to listen to me. If making stupid decisions and ruining everything is your choice then what can I say? You're just a dumbfuck.
Go on and fuck things up coz we all know how much you looove drama, don't you? Everything's laid out perfectly fine for you. But you choose to screw things up. Your mother pays for your laptop and school. But you step all over her and spend the money you have on people who don't even deserve it. For goodness sakes la, that gurl is a piece of shite who happens to be your best friend's gurlfriend.

Whatever la.

You don't deserve my care and sympathy. YOu don't deserve everything that God has given you. You deserve to be stripped of all the priviledges you've owned.

I'm such a crazy party gurl that I've busted up my progress package money on Indochine's beer, partying and more partying. Oh, and of course shopping. Hahaha.

I haven't even uploaded last week's party photos coz B haven't given me the mobile's bales yet... sigh. The photos are gonna be sooo belated man!

Thursday hung out with Mel and Marcus at Pasir Panjang mamak shop til 3 in the morning. It was fun coz I've never hung out with her one on one before... hehe. I love Mel. She's so nice and funnY!!

Fri was spent at MoS where I got groped by malay assholes. Oh Fri night was good and bad. Bad coz we went to Zouk to catch Paul Oakenfold but after queueing for 45mins, they told us to come back at 3am coz it was full house (fuck off la). So we headed to MoS. And we queued for 30mins for baggage. And another 30mins for drinks. So I spent my Fri night queueing endlessly. And when I went to the bf's place after partying to surprise him, he wasn't even there. Don't ask. Tsk. Good coz I got to party with 2 gorgeous gurls, Faz and Ika, and without the bf for the 1st time in like 5months. (Plus they had like 15 gorgeous boys with them which I didn't flirt or danced with okay. Coz I'm fillial like that.) Good because I found a brand new pack of Marl Menthols in the cab (woooooo!). And lastly good because an Indian man gave Faz and I 9 coupons for drinks redemptions. So imagine us gurls having 5 coupons each (plus our own 6 coupons la) and I had 4 tequila shots and 1 whiskey dry but I was still doing fine. Prolly because I've been drinking so much lately.

Yesterday hung out at Coffee Club (again! hehe) with Aidah, Yan and B. Haiyoh Yan, you are the cacat-est of them all la you!! hahaha. Then we headed to HRC to party coz well, we decided that Attica's too expensive, Zouk had a guest DJ which none of us fancied, MoS just sucks to death, and Ipin didn't wanna go to Butter Factory again. So HRC it is then. And surprisingly, we met many many friends inside. The gurls met Azlin, Dewi and gang, I met Mel, Paopao, nura and Liza inside. So it was really fun at HRC coz we all knew so many people! Hehe... hung put at Spize til 5 in the morning with Martin, B, gong gong guy, Paopao, Nura, a gurl whom I don't know and of course, Aidah and Yan. Kecoh-ness I tell ya! Hahaha. Martin's extremely fascinated by Yan, Aidah and I coz we can talk and laugh for like, forever. I love them all la =)

Okay that's us crazy gurls on Wednesday at Momo.



And that's us at Coffee Club on Sunday. I love my new Topshop top, don't you too? I look like a cowgurl, don't I? (NOT farmer la Lisa, please. hahaha)

I'm too exhausted from work to update anything else. Bye.

It was a crazy long weekend. haha. will update photos when i get them from Kin and when B gives me the phone cable...

Lets see.

Wed - Momo
Fri - Indochine and Attica (sort of. it was a touch-and-go event. haha. thanks tara!!!!!!)
Sat - Indochine and Butter Factory (I got my photo taken with Denise Keller! *claps*)
Sun - Marche, Coffee Club and HRC (wahahahaha. It's a SUNDAY, we were bored and there was nowhere else to go okay!)

So many friends met, so many friends made. Will update in detail when I have the time.

Had such a crazy week that now I'm down with a bad tummyache and diarrhoea. Didn't go to work. Hahaha. Sucks man. I hate this and wasted my money getting MC only. Tsk tsk tsk.